mess up.gulit.love.promises.
the mess up. im in a mess..just do noe wat to do in my life.
the most important person in my life just nid her space n time will tell if she will come back. to me im gg to miss her alot..i noe the outcome of this time out. been crying for tis pass few days. noeing dat she not dere for me for tis time being.
the gulit.i had done something tat i did before tat crush my life.
i did it to the most important person in my life!
i hate myself for doing this. i shdnt tell ppl abt our problem!
the love.the 1st time i saw her. i was telling to myself she's cute n i like her eyes n hair. but days go by i had a crush on her. but i just dont show it to her. she had me hook. we sat at changi n sing the "im yours"it was sweet.! den its started..feeling start to develop. one of the day i was on the way to meet her n it was raining i got a msg from her say"beak2 jln,tgh rain". i start going out wif her..send her home everyday. n went i felt sick she was dere for me. she was sweet to me. she reali noe wat i want in life n she special to me.! every single hug n kiss i got means alot to me. i'll do anything to just to be wif her.
the promises.
she told me tat she will love me no matter wat.
i told tat i want to make her my wife.
she promise me not to leave me.
i promise her dat im not gonna leave her too.
she told me that she love me so much.
i told her tat i cant live wifout her.
she promise not to do anything to hurt me.
i promise her not to be paranoid n to trust her.
i promise her to a ring on my pay.
i promise to bring out to sentosa for nice sunny date.
i promise her tat i'll go clubing wif her by my side.
i promise her dat i'll not be clingy.
im so mess up. so stress up. so lonely. so sad. somehow i feel im lossing her oreadi..i hope she think it well..='[i love her tat i cant see just walk out of my life.iloveuhunnybun..
to be continued}
Posted @ 11:25 pm
